mordicai caeli (mordicai) wrote,
mordicai caeli
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today on the train i thought of a new catagory of people that i hate. well, not really new, not as in "there are people that i didn't hate that i now loathe with a cold disspassionate dislike" but more a new subdivision. these are people who i have always hated, but now i have sliced it even more thinly & can tell you yet another trait that i hate. since people invariably have a grab-bag of these anti-virtues, its easy to hate everyone. but this was a new one, & like the proverbial one that got away, i've lost it. i wanted to record it like marine biologist clip sensors onto humpback whales, to see where it goes & how it interacts with other things i hate.

i've been reading nick hornby's hi-fidelity today, & its hillarious to me how much charlie is danielle. i suppose i feel a little more charitably towards her than i do towards the character in the book, & i wasn't ever damaged by danielle, but still. she's just that girl. i'm sure she's left all kinds of rob flemings jagged & raw in her wake. i'm just not a rob fleming. i'm a shark. i'm not trying to play down on rob; thats not what i mean. there is a charm in being the genre geek. i'm certainly not the one to disrespect that. i guess its that melancholy yearning. i've had my fair share of that, but the flavour is diffrent. the damages inflicted are at the wrong ends. he's like a car crash. anyone with perspective can tell that both cars have been banged up. i'm like radiation. maybe i'm filled with tumors, but you're the one who's going to die of cancer.
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