ha ha ha. i'm a huge tangled ball of neuroses & volatile self-esteem. things that i actually want to do i can't bring myself to attempt to do. but i'm getting better about things. i mean, about identifying opportunities & following through with them. what the hell is the matter with me. i am super awesome & i know all about it. so why are there these battle lines drawn in my head? anyhow, i've been drawing up outlines for success today. we'll try to get into the pool slowly. while keeping my cards close to my chest.
OKAY! shut up psychological introspection! lets think about armageddon again!