& golly, i feel a wreck this morning. i mean, mostly tired or whatever, but i just feel like giving up. maybe its just a response to a sequence of late nights, far from home. its that i'm feeling defeated. i want to just throw in the towel on japanese. i gave it the old college try, pun sadly & desperately intended. early mornings where i'm recovering from buckets of beer don't combine well with my tendencies to blow off school. man, i want to blow it off so hard. i must be the big bad wolf. i'll huff, & i'll puff, & i'll blow your house down. oh but see there is the fact that the nautilus survived extinction, while the amonite did not. its strange what i take comfort in. if i was a lard-ass welfare mother i might take my comfort in chubby hubby ice cream or whatever, but as it stands, i mostly think about extinction level events & murder on a personal scale.
& golly, i feel a wreck this morning. i mean, mostly tired or whatever, but i just feel like giving up. maybe its just a response to a sequence of late nights, far from home. its that i'm feeling defeated. i want to just throw in the towel on japanese. i gave it the old college try, pun sadly & desperately intended. early mornings where i'm recovering from buckets of beer don't combine well with my tendencies to blow off school. man, i want to blow it off so hard. i must be the big bad wolf. i'll huff, & i'll puff, & i'll blow your house down. oh but see there is the fact that the nautilus survived extinction, while the amonite did not. its strange what i take comfort in. if i was a lard-ass welfare mother i might take my comfort in chubby hubby ice cream or whatever, but as it stands, i mostly think about extinction level events & murder on a personal scale.
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