weird fucking halo of a day so far; scurrying about like a fucking vampire at sunrise trying to get to various classes. rise up out of bed like a tombstone, take a shower & collapse back into bed like skylab falling to earth. next thing you know i'm long striding my way up escalators trying to slide into nihongo. till i look at my fucking watch & realize i'm running an hour ahead of schedule. to tell the truth, i prefer blackouts & lost time- this fucking hour gained is messing with me. an extra hour of fucking life? unasked for. unwelcome.