this is one of the many enigmas of my life. perhaps he is secretly sending me latitude/longitude so i can find him & put an end to him. not that i really bear him all that much ill will- i mean, only insofar as he is an idol upon which i can hand the wreath of my hate. sure i hate my girlfriend a little bit, but uh, thats healthy, right?
anyhow, its just weird. i'm not really shaken or anything by it but it does bear weird mention. it was all twisted up with bounced livejournal code & things; perhaps a text message sent from my user info got jumbled? who the fuck knows anyhow? besides god, i mean. god knows everything.
so while whatever it is that there is crawled around in my guts (i'm thinking something named gutbuster maybe), i went over to financial aid for yet another round of left-right combo action. i got forms to fill out & i need a copy of my income tax & then we cowboys ride. at least, thats what i think they told me. its fucking bullshit, the whole thing, right? i can't get over it. don't computers fucking exsist? if i'm getting the dough from the same government as before, why is it such a fucking hassle? the many mysteries of my life continue to grow in number.