so the best thing is, more than an intervention for me, it was an intervention for jenny, about me. like, i'm a dangerous spiral into the ground. jenny says she worries because i don't drink for fun, i drink to obliviate myself. & uh, mostly i'm sick of places looking at me funny when i try to get a job there. oh & of slushy sinkholes. & of saying no appointments & when i get there making me set up an appointment. that sort of thing.