i mean, i'm just feeling the distance. i'm sick of having to tell people that not only does my girlfriend live far away, but that i havn't seen her since classes started. i like it when i can brag & say i was just there for two (2) weeks. i like it when she feels like more of my life than something just barely tethering me here.
i just don't like that i feel like i'm fighting alone. especially when alot of the struggle is for that construct of us. & i'm not going to do any sort of saboutage, but i really just wish my girlfriend was around to kiss me & encourage me & let me see her naked. plus, i was going to get my new york move preliminary stuff done. move some things up there with me, & have secret apartment negotiations. maybe pick up job applications so i can fill them out & mail them back with three (3) proofs of purchase.
plus aaron's going to be all mad, since this was our last roomate bonding excursion.