so i've finally psyched myself back into the rhythem of going to the gym. i've only been here an hour, but i don't think i will stay any longer. its just nice to have endorphines, & to feel like i've done something somatic for a while. beats the hell out of trying to level my final fanstasy vii guys up high enough to fight emerald weapon all day long. oh, & i saw phil, who was my anthropological stats instructers, & we gave each other the peer nod. i think it is because he has kept that mirror-mirror facial hair thing going on. i saw the half-ogre guy here today, but no sign of the toughest guy in the world. my man crush is reason enough to keep coming, right? okay, time to go home & shower so i can play with rukiya & her pittsburg friends.