the first time i saw jenny after not speaking to her (or allowing anyone to speak to me about her) for two years was when i stopped in new york with symon & kaden on the farewell voyage. she made macaroni & cheese & ate basically an entire box of it while i watched, picking at my small bowl of it. i was mystified; i had no idea how she could just keep eating, especialy while my stomach was trying to bolt out of my torso. i don't get butterflies around her; i'm too hyron. its all wasps & stinging swarms for me.