12 months of paid account time have been added to your LiveJournal account "mordicai".
this is how much it means. send me every fucking address. every time; mine & hers. its pretty much inconsequential. i could enthuse & tell you about how i use a trellis to frame love? but it wouldn't add up. like,there isn't anything. as best as you've had it? i don't be grudge. because eventually, i won her again. it is stupid how crazy i get? but crazy is the way i end up. i go through nights & days but you know what? everbody basically gets one simple fact. i'm a tombstone for her. i'll sit still & say something pretty on myself just for her to read across myself. i'm fucking drunk. but only becaude i'm kaledoscope for her. you could break me into pieces & each one would just tell you how great she is. she is the only one i could imagine who could say she understands how loving brothers doesn't diminish her. she is? something i never could have ghosted for. i'm absolutely dumbfounded. if there is a ziggurut left standing it is because aztecs tear out heart for her. fuck you if you are such a sore that you can't be happy for me. i'm the war on everything & she's my oasis. she's my fucking water in a life of desert. i'm drunk & my metaphor may suffer? but she's the best mind of my generation.