today is our custer's last stand in the 90th & 1st apartment. i feel tres david koresh, waiting for janet reno to give the "lets roll." the last couple of days have been so alice in wonderland icing sweet, if you'll forgive the vulgar metaphor. you know. i grow big or i grow little. eat me. jenny's a blaze of forest fire; she's actually included under the list of fireworks for fear of brush fire. she takes brooklyn, she takes manhatten; she is napolean cutting the allied forces in two. & i am all demigod lately. not that i'm capable of meeting her at work on time to walk her home. i like to work on needle point while in the eye of the storm.