though, fuck. she started crying & one point & was all "i thought you liked it when girls cry." & i do, but only when i make them do it. & not so much her. which led to me treating it poorly. i mean, i didn't even get the kissing of her tears away on. what was that all about, that was awful. she was apologising for being that way, & told me to go to see the fit with illscientist if i wanted. which is silly, because what i want is to be with her.
when she woke me up this morning to say bye, i was having a nightmare, & the look on my face was probably priceless. so, debs has a cd for me, if i am willing to come into the city again to get it from her. i have time to think about it, since she works for a while & not till later. oh; also, we looked at pictures from once upon a time. some of them are awfully silly.