||[Nov. 12th, 2010|10:39 am]
Felt all a disaster yesterday; skipped lunch, even. Felt better once Jenny came home, but was sad she wasn't there when I got in. Watched Castle & Glee; yay Kurt. Wednesday had martinis with Bernie & company; yay martinis. I've mostly been trying to keep my head down & stay out of this weird nest of anxiety tangled everywhere. Don't know whyfore. & work on my NaNoWriMo which is coming along swimmingly. I'm starting to think that two or three more of these & I'll have brainstormed a story bible to writing an actual novel. Anyhow, I feel like I like it, even if it is too boring. I like boring things. Jenny is reading last year's NaNo & keeps teasing me. I like that. I am out of it, all snarled inside, like the barbed wire I keep writing about. The cloud is black & made of knives.