May 26th, 2008


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I'm married now.

Jenny and I are fucking messes.

Um. We're watching Tyra Banks. She's having the 'Fiercies'. And giving out awards to top model people. Um. ____ is on here now. ____, hello. We almost were in small movies together on the internet.

We're at The Ritz right now. We don't know what time we got here. We don't know what time we went to bed after we got here, because we were up for awhile, and uh, if you know what I mean. And now... Yeah, I don't even know. Fuck. We just finally got some food. And kind of drinking mimosas and coffee. Holding it down!

I went outside-- I had clothes on!? I had a robe on for awhile! I wish I would've stayed in the robe. But I had missions. I had a mission, and I completed it. It's a success that I've done.

My wedding was a mess. A great mess... I mean, it wasn't a mess, my wedding was great. It became a mess!

I've done a pretty decent job of not getting totally hammered all week? You know, bacheloring and rehearsal picnicking and I dunno, whatever? Um, that went out the window though.

Kind of got pretty drunk. Kind of got pretty drunk.

Yeah so, I'm in love and I have a fancy ring. The magic spell I cast!”

Transcribed by: ranai
forever sleep

wedding vows.

I always wanted to be in love. I didn’t expect to be—my philosophy ranges from solipsism at best to nihilism at worst, but is more often in a middle world, populated by terrible angels, & confusion, & shadows.

You found me in the labyrinth. You fixed me when I was broken—in fact, you broke me into a million pieces, put me back together again, & I was the better for it. You demanded a place in my mythology, & my personal pantheon demanded you be in it as well. You are greater than the sum of your parts, & the sum of your parts is priceless. You are my conscience. I need you & I love you.

When I wake up, I wake up next to you. & that is what getting married is. Waking up. Next to you. You don’t complete a missing piece of me; you are a new part of something else. Of us. You & me is the start of we. & that will be an awfully big adventure.
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