October 17th, 2005

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last night's session was huge! all in all, mordicai (lt. endicott clay), gerd (jr. lt. v'rtok), bernie (lt. drust skifswain), brandon (lt. kethrylas), aaron (vanished!), tom (jr. lt. snoori), james (seaman "eyeke"), & of course mike as the dm. any how, we fought a djinn, made it give us wishes (wished away drust's taint, for a bridge with tongues, & to enchant out catapult) then nevernauted over to the moon, fought some of those fungal beholder decoy things, talked to a rock-biter guy, traded him for enough moonstone to protect the crew from neverwhere taint for at least a week, & then took pot shots at some evil giant's castle. & that was that. also, i ate some chilli with peppers even in it! but not green peppers. i just loaded it up with cheese & sour cream as, you know, sort of a dodge. then i stayed up waiting for jenny to come home, but she was out at a bar with some boy she used to be in love with until 4 am. which, i'm still feeling stupidly vengeful. how'd you like it if i stayed out late with...a girl...who maybe used to like me? HUH? how would you like THAT? whatever. we're back to the part where i think its stupid how she & pat get to be better friends than me & cortney. whatever though. make your bed & lie in it, cassanova. jenny is a nice girl though, you know? she'd tell him about how much i could kick his ass! that is heartwarming. so whatever. where are all the nebulous girls in my life, huh? see, this was how it was supposed to go with hot australian mom. i was supposed to tell her i had a girlfriend, she was supposed to try to "be friends" aka seduce me, we would hang out, she would fail, she would fall in love with me, then she'd be all broken hearted. but nooooo, she's too smart for that. how incredibly stupid.
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    crown me king- xanthippe trismegistus
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so this whole hanging out thing with pat is stretching my capacity to be a good boyfriend. a little bit of a couple of things. like, going for fucking walks in the park? which i doubt i could convince her to do anymore unless there was a comet or something? i don't know, just this "go out every night & have fun" gimmick gets old when you are excluded from it. which, of course she's made the "if you want me to invite you..." overture, & she's a nice girl (what with telling him i'd rip him to pieces periodically) but that is no fun for anyone. hey, i could come & make your reunion akward & shitty! hooray for mordicai! & maybe the real issue is that i figured her late night last night was the goodbye hurrah, while instead there are two whole nights of him left. tommorow, whatever, i have play practice & then i'll probably go out for a drink with simon, but tonight? i've got nothing going on, nor even a wiggle on the fishing line. i'll probably go home & write about dnd. not the worst waste of an evening, but still. i'll be bored with it by midnight, & she won't probably be home by then-- or if she is, she'll just be ready to hit the hay. stupid, annoying collision of orbits. jenny is in my god-damn solar system now, & you stupid boys hit her as nothing more than meteors, burning up like a moth on a speedy approach. oh well, i'll just resign myself to the slow torments of the drag. or come up with a brilliant plan & execute it flawlessly! of course, if i do go out, odds are that she'll stay in, & then we'll have a "i bought you this watch-chain/i bought you this comb" sort of scene. pardon me; "i bought you this holster/i bought you this grimoire," if'n you please. oh plus, she punched me in the face while i was drinking from a glass of water! screw jenny!

probably if i'd gotten laid in the past two days, i'd not mind as much. transparent!
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    crown me king- mordicai 3:16