October 15th, 2004

closeup samurai

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you shut your mouth. 500 years ago. you havn't opened it since. thats why you are top monk. all those young monks trying to usurp your cred? fuuuuck. they ain't got shit. vow of fucking celibacy? less like monk, more like punk! yeah. you are the man, you are the bishop of this shit! you are the grail & the fucking cross or something, i guess! way to own, mister (or should i say, father! slam!)

the night before last my "dry spell" (as in "i wasn't getting laid") ended, after we caught a bus home from 23rd street. jenny was all choking me & shit. choking is supposed to be my thing! but thats cool, i'm sure not fussing. i told christopher, & he was like "so what did she say when you stopped her & told her it was too rough?" & i had to be all hardcore & like "who said anything about too rough? who said anything about stopping?" which, am i right lads? am i right? know whadimean? knameen? raise the roof!

earlier this morning i was super fussy. i dunno, i was though. i think i'm jealous of the neopets, & how much time jenny spends on it. which, right, is funny, because i also think its cute that she is addicted to it. mostly i think that i resent anything that takes her attention away from me, even a little bit. because i'm a psycho attention whore with an abandonment complex. among other reasons. anyhow, yes, i was a little bit of a bitch this morning. & now jenny has cramps, so i can't even "make up with her." which fucking blows, because i'm totally in "coffee cuddle monster" mode.

so all the seasonal employees are gone now except maggie. & i think maggie might become a permanent fixture of the place. which is fine & all. but adem, on his last night, totally scored some bourbon & got us liquored up. i hadn't eaten much all day, so i was really feeling it. & reading the preacher, since we got a whole bunch of those trades in. anyhow, now the work crew is me, david, peter, christopher, mynique, maggie, janelle, mad dog, ...& i guess thats it, right? sounds about right. anyhow, yeah. yesterday i did a pretty big random house kill, & today i have to finish up the misc. books that david piled up to be killed, then cut the order & box that shit up. brooklyn!
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