reparations? we're already paying reparations. ITS CALLED WELFARE!
yeah, what, everything fell to pieces. so i ended up falling down! hey, man, the fallenoptimist was on drugs, yo, i was just drunked. & its not like other motherfuckers were sober. okay, they weren't as damaged, but that just means they are pussies. i mean, we were sippin' on vodka on the train from here to there, knameen? even if there turned out to be closed, that fucking martian bar idea being palpably flushed. we did rendezvous with the illscientist, me cristopher & nine, but missed the simon & terra monsters. i only even got there like 12 minutes late! i guess now i know what cher was talking about when she sang about turning back time. also; did anyone get any digits last night? seriously, where is the action at. ps. my girlfriend hates me 100 points.
what is rilo kiley afraid of? nuthin. or at very worst, they are scared of the same things you are. sure, they are kind of terrifying, with that whole creepy child-actor thing, but take it from me. jenny lewis loves you, in a weird "jesus loves the little children" way. she may do inexlipicably cruel things to you, she may not fall in love with you, but she puts out a hell of an album. nine out of ten time travelers agree that rilo kiley is the only thing keeping americans safe in the year 2345. the tenth time traveler is communist (how do you like me now, ivan von smarty pants?).
i don't know what to do with myself when my girlfriend is mad at me. yeah; i'm the asshole who staggered in drunk & then hogged the whole bed & snored so loud jenny had to seek refuge on the couch (since i refused to move there). & i don't know, how am i supposed to make it better? fuck. i require a lot of attention to function- jenny gets mad & she just ignores me. i'm like a kicked dog in response, following after her trying to glean any affection i can. how long do you get when someone is a bad sleeping partner? i hope it is over soon. i can't even really apologise earnestly, since i don't remember what i did. oh but suffice to say i am certain i deserve her anger; i don't think i could claim otherwise. i'm just chicken little, always concerned that the sky is falling. the sky isn't falling, right?