mordicai caeli (mordicai) wrote,
mordicai caeli

  • Mood:
  • Music:

I suck at vacation.

(Lilly took these pictures of my cracker-fu at Jenny's birthday party in the park.)

I am miserable today. I mean-- a big part of it is that I am physically unhappy; my shoulders are a single slab of cramp. My muscles are tight & knotted & I'm not in a good mood. I think it is from sleeping on two pillows, one of whom was huge; Kira thinks it is from being crouched over the computer on the counter. Either way, I'm cranky & fussy about it. I swam a little, but it wasn't helping. Besides which, I just kind of blow at relaxing. Not that I'm uptight usually? I am not a ball of stress of a type a personality. I think maybe the way I get away with that is grazing; like, doing little pieces of work here & there? I don't know, whatever, I just am stir-crazy. I should read more; & I will. Maybe later we'll watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen, which I fully expect to be terrible. I don't know-- if my body wasn't in discomfort I might feel better. Or if I could go to the gym-- that is a factor too. Not going to the gym for a week makes me feel lazy & disgusting & dismorphic. The pool isn't quite long enough to swim laps in it, in case you were wondering, dear diary, dear Mister Henshaw. I should just take a chill pill. We are making pizza currently-- pizza. I didn't have much of a breakfast; that is probably a factor here. There are a lot of factors but at the end of the day it just turns out that I'm rotten at going on vacation. Plus, I thought p0nd was pretty dumb, which is a shame, since I was hoping for something mindless but awesome like Canabalt or minimalist & gorgeous like Small Worlds. I'm a fussbudget, is the point here.
Tags: holiday, photos, vacation, video games

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.