i'm talking about games to avoid talking about my life. i don't know- as a joke on "the restraunt," the advocate said the first three things she asked about were sex, money, &...a third thing i don't remember. it struck a chord with me, but not a bell that can't be un-rung, so to speak. things with jenny are really the focal point right now. i don't want to make it the object of intense scrutiny, since i vibe that that plan would fuck me, but still. lately, she's been doing a good job, a genuinely good job, of letting me know she love me & values me. which is a big deal. the communication deal is ace. but right? it leads into the sex issue. i'm trying to figure out how to play those cards. anyhow, it is rough, but not unbreakable. but apparantly i've played the stalwart card often enough. i have to call her on her shit now. tricky! i have to toe the line, but i guess it shouldn't be that rough. all i know is that i unequivocally love her, no later recant possible, no if &s or buts. i genuinely want her- i think that should make sense? i don't know. i don't want to push, but at the same time...yeah. she's really hot.
i'm talking about games to avoid talking about my life. i don't know- as a joke on "the restraunt," the advocate said the first three things she asked about were sex, money, &...a third thing i don't remember. it struck a chord with me, but not a bell that can't be un-rung, so to speak. things with jenny are really the focal point right now. i don't want to make it the object of intense scrutiny, since i vibe that that plan would fuck me, but still. lately, she's been doing a good job, a genuinely good job, of letting me know she love me & values me. which is a big deal. the communication deal is ace. but right? it leads into the sex issue. i'm trying to figure out how to play those cards. anyhow, it is rough, but not unbreakable. but apparantly i've played the stalwart card often enough. i have to call her on her shit now. tricky! i have to toe the line, but i guess it shouldn't be that rough. all i know is that i unequivocally love her, no later recant possible, no if &s or buts. i genuinely want her- i think that should make sense? i don't know. i don't want to push, but at the same time...yeah. she's really hot.
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Doom of the Doctor.
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