seriously, i'm not...it just. fuck. sunday i played dnd & we almost had a total party kill, largely because karmids should have an ECL +1. but i had fun. exhausting, brain-numbing fun, but fun. saturday i worked & then since katja was doing something with jeffrey, chris & i went to david's, walked his dog, watched batman cartoons, &c. friday um. i'm sure friday involved lots of sex. there was a nice big chunk of weekend that did. tommorow is the first full-cast rehersal for my play. sunday is part two of my dungeon crawl experiment. nobody but me wrote in the novel this weekend. christopher posted a bunch of mos def lyrics, but that emphatically does not count. i'm scattered & going in a million diffrent directions. i hardly ever have time to think about a dark heaven. except all the time.