I killed the party again. God damn. God damn. Like m. said today, pointing to my jacket which, I had bought inspeit of 90+ weather "if you were a bigger person t this would be your funeral shroud"... 'or noose'. I drank a beer and read a comic book. Then m. and I went and got Japanese for dinner. It's a hot hot city, here in hot hot land.. AMERICA sizzle.