had to empty my bladder so bad that is all i dreamt about last night; taking a leak & tunnels. notably, being a tunnel rat in vietnam, & also being delayed on the subway, one segueing into the other seamlessly. unpleasenly woke up with morning wood, post-poning the neccisary liquid waste removal! lately i've been totally fucking grossesed out by the flesh balloon of life, the skin-tube. ew, boys even have a little valve that sticks out, like meaty inner-tubes.