mordicai caeli (mordicai) wrote,
mordicai caeli

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sunday dungeons & dragons was cancelled & jenny was still in recovery from being sick. anyhow, she wasn't so bad off that she needed me around to take care of her, & she was in a mood where she wanted me to leave her alone, so i went into the city to meet up with ekat, who is also in the dog-house. we got grub at dojo's, then called out prospective s.o.'s to try to woo them into...some sort of better mood. hers was asleep & mine was jenny. then we got her camera (which died after about 4 photos) & walked to the east river. i found treasure along the way & consigned it to its depths. the magical east river. then we walked back towards her place, & sat down in the cafe we went to after chipotle, last sunday. more calls home, more nothing, more static. it wasn't that jenny was being a bad jenny, just that i couldn't convince her to come out (not that i really expected she would? i was just hopeful). in the cafe we decided we wanted to buy board games, but first we went to get katja some clam chowder. after that we bought sesame street uno cards, & mah jong. the latter can only be played with four people! then everyone was sad jenny wasn't there, even jeffrey, who finally woke up. i was locked out in the hallway for a dozen weeks! the i was let in, there was a fiasco involving italian delivery food, & eventually we played risk. but only after jenny admitted to missing me on the telephone! sometimes she is more affectionate over the phone than in person, & i get confused. anyhow, katja won risk by concession, & i headed home on the stupid local-only weekend trains. jenny kept saying i looked miserable. i don't know, i didn't feel all that bad, just sort of left out in the cold. i really miss the basic componants of being in a relationship. like, hugging, or kissing. i miss affection. i don't get that anymore & it hurts. ouch. but i keep up my cheerful demeanor. i'm coffee with sugar & no milk! dark, but not bitter. afterwords, we went to bed & read for a little while. & thats what i did for my summer vacation.

(p.s. we also rode a broken dolphin from the magical east river:


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