mordicai caeli (mordicai) wrote,
mordicai caeli

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how long can my girlfriend possibly sleep for? she's adorable as a petal, i know, but really! my head is practically caving in out here! & eventually tonight i'm supposed to meet with cortney. i met up with her yesterday during the day. she brought her boy matt over (a different matt) & i showed the two of them the apartment. then we drove over to gowanus-hood to drop off the car & the boy. i suppose i should comment, right? have opinions, thoughts? well, let me put it this way: will there ever be a boy that i think is good enough to date cortney? not to mention my strictly observed opinion that any girl i've ever seen naked should remain chaste forever more. isn't that some sort of law? i'm fairly certain it is; if it isn't, it should be. so cortney & i got on the train & went into the city to meet her friends. so there i was on the train with cortney! i havn't seen her in a year & a half, have i. she came to the airport with me when i left though; sort of a last rites on whatever. or maybe that is the wrong way to put it. sort of to say whatever it was we have or had, it was important. at least, thats what i got out of it. seeing her now is weird; it has the scars of akwardness put there by time & circumstance. but i like her like i like revolvers. like i like ammunition. whatever bungling happened, whatever our relationship should have been & whatever it actually was & is, we're on each others list. probably not the same side, when it comes down to the wire, but that just makes for better copy, doesn't it?

we were supposed to meet at union square, but actually ended up rendezvous-ing with the rest of the folks down on houston. there was angela, who mostly doesn't acknowledge me unless she's been drinking & who works for macsweeny's now (lucky duck). then there was carla, whom i met with cortney in ohio at least once, & likes hart. she lives in williamsburg now. there was also angela's sister, who seemed presentable enough. the girls shopped, i tagged along. cortney kept saying she felt bad, but i knew what i was signing up for. that morning, i was sort of planning on geating with jenny & sarah when jenny had a lunch break, but i was persona non grata with them since they were busy bees working on their corporation stuff. so i ate with the girls at dojos, at carla's suggestion & my firm endorsement. that was pretty much the hi-light, wasn't it? maybe it was the free champagne or the pitcher of kirin, but the meal was pretty un-tense. maybe not doubleplus untense, but it was like i was out for dinner with cortney & her friends. which i was, but it was like the bottom fell out on expectations & entanglements, & we were just chums. which would be pretty swell if it was the case, wouldn't it? & it almost is the case! so i'm going to chalk that up as a win.

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