fordmadoxfraud in china town to eat dumplings & buy bootleg gear. then david & i crawled all over the place shopping. i did fucking good & now i'm done & fuck, its pretty great to not have to look for any more presents.o & in casual conversation with aviva jenny talked about taking a hiatus from work this summer to go to la to make a movie. which was the first i've heard of it. i was a little head-spun about it. i mean, surprise surprise. jenny taking an extended leave of absence from my life without even talking to me about it? reminds me of prague. since it is exactly like prague. except, maybe we're a lot stronger & a lot better & its only a month. a month isn't so bad, right? thats only four weeks. its just...well, i don't know. she hadn't even mentioned it to me. of course i reacted badly! i feel badly about it. because i have a fucking abandonment complex! duh. fucking duh. fucking god-damn. oh hell let me talk about the great wall of the draftsman!
