film out of sequence. sometimes i remember just whats happening. i'm actually doing something at an actual moment. & i think "this is not really happening." so instead whats left is uh. a count of bones. uh, like. add it up & subtract anything i remember happening. david & i left the store in the rain. went to the grocers in the rain. walked to his apartment in the rain. i played alien versus predator, i watched cagney in the movie 1,2,3. i laughed. david cooked parsnips & carrots & lamb shanks. lamb hocks. lamb shoots, lamb scores. we put in the movie three kings. its done, i'm drunk. impaired a little, not bad, but i sway. i'm the chrysler building in hurricaine mordicai. i sway. david keeps saying i could stay at his place. because the bus takes forever. i do that bus thing. i get to the subway. i get on the train. i get off the train at church ave. sounds familiar right? so here i am at church avenue & i'm thinking. i could try to....nah. i wait. i wait about a million years, & i wait mostly? for jenny. so the train comes & i get home finally. & its all over, the end. but somehow i end up missing her so bad. i want to go lay in bed & keep it warm so when she comes home she wants to climb in with me. oh hell oh swell. the orchastra is upbeat as anything. they really like the part where the barber of seville comes on stage.