so i don't know what got into my girlfriend, or what the fuck is going on, but i'm getting fed up with this shit. with her scratching me up & hitting me & telling me she hates me. what a fun game she plays when she's drunk! then sulking the entire train ride & going out of her way to do things she knows will hurt my feelings. that whole abandonment thing is just right there for the exploitation whenever she's got some aggression she needs to displace. i'm sick of her saying that there is no reason to treat me nicely when i already like her so much when she treats me like shit.