i don't know what to do with myself when my girlfriend is mad at me. yeah; i'm the asshole who staggered in drunk & then hogged the whole bed & snored so loud jenny had to seek refuge on the couch (since i refused to move there). & i don't know, how am i supposed to make it better? fuck. i require a lot of attention to function- jenny gets mad & she just ignores me. i'm like a kicked dog in response, following after her trying to glean any affection i can. how long do you get when someone is a bad sleeping partner? i hope it is over soon. i can't even really apologise earnestly, since i don't remember what i did. oh but suffice to say i am certain i deserve her anger; i don't think i could claim otherwise. i'm just chicken little, always concerned that the sky is falling. the sky isn't falling, right?